Cough Syrup

I was just in near tears listening to Darren sing it. I honestly cannot get enough of his voice.

I see now that it's the song he sings in front of Kurt on next weeks Glee, and I can't help but imagine him singing to me. It has nothing to do with a girl or anything but I can't help but see it in the back of my head.

The back of my throat hurts from holding in the tears and my eyes sting.

Some times I wish I could quit him.

But I don't want to.

I'm back

I forgot I had this.

I'm going to start using it again. so i can write down my thoughts and feelings for Darren without really anyone looking at it. I just need a place to write stuff down.